everything is get back on track now..
am too excited and extremely get exhausted recently..
current life was busy of work, take care of my grandma..
FYI: am cleaning and rearrange my room now.. wanna buy a aquarium and put as a deco in my room.. ^^
hope can finish as soon as possible la.
*grin
Oh yea, my lurve booked the 1st world hotel for only 60 bucks 1 night. damn chep lor~
cant wait for the genting trip^^
我决定放弃你
太多东西累积起来
总会崩溃的。
我想说。
这一刻的我很幸福。
和 dear pei wen 聊着天，
听着她介绍给我的disney's love song.
好多回忆都浮现在脑海。
我并不是很喜欢看disney.
印象中，我最喜欢那- 丑小鸭。
我哭倒很可怜。
还有Aladdin和toy story..
我都很喜欢。。
长大了，明白为什么有些人会那么喜欢看卡通。
因为它记录了你小时候的回忆。。
那种纯纯的爱。。 纯纯的梦。。
还有你一直很想往，却无法实现的美好。
无忧无虑的生活，都是每个人所想的，不是么？
to dear pei wen:
u might be very stressful now, im glad that chatting with u this moment, hope can release some stress for u. u've change alot, from inner part of u. or should i say, i get to know u more. there alwys have some thing that we dun like but we have to do it, and i know u can do it better geh, right? jia you oh! all the best to ur test ^^
pei wen was sleeping like a pig at my bed now..
am so boring~ so update my blog lar since so many ppl complaint about it. haha 
jus a tag from friend~ 1st time reply ppl tag. lolz~
001. Real name: Chee Weng Yee
002. Nickname(s): swimming pool.. pork ball.. chicken wing.. 
003. Age: 19
004. Horoscope: Scorpio
005. Male or Female: Female
006. Elementary: Madeline
007 Middle School: S.J.K (c) Yuk Chyun
008. High School: Catholic High School
009. College school: Dasein Acaemy of Art
010. Hair colour: brown? (my dar dar mimii jus help me dye~ henna!!)
011. Long or short: long
012. Loud or Quiet: depends.
013. Sweats or Jeans: sweats
014. Phone or Camera: Camera
015. Health freak: i dont think i am. haha
016. Drink or Smoke: Drink
017. Do you have a crush on someone: yea...
019. Piercings: Yes.. wanna get a belly pierce leh (but my tummy.. urgh!)
020. Tattoos: No
021. Social or Anti-Social: Social
022. Righty or Lefty: Righty
023. First piercing: Yes
024. First relationship: It was hurt.
025. First Best Friend: yvonne and meeyi 
026. First Award: story telling
027. First Kiss: to one taurus guy.
028. First Pet: gold fish
029. First Big Vacation: never travel to other country b4 leh. alwys miss the chances
030. First Love at First Sight: all my relationship start at 1st sight. =.=
031. First Big Birthday: when i was young. cant recall
032. First Surgery: no leh. choi.
033. First sport you joined: badminton
034. Orange or Apple Juice: Orange juice
035. Rock or Rap: rock
036. Country or Screamo: sreamo
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Backstreet Boys
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Britney spears
039. Night or Day: night
040. Sun or Moon: sun
041. TV or Internet: tv
042. Playstation or xbox: Playstation
043. Kiss or hug: Kiss
044. Iguana or turtle: iguana
045. Spider or bee: spider
046. Fall or spring: fall
047. Limewire or iTunes: Limewire
048. Soccer or baseball: Soccer
049. Eating: cheese~~~
050. Drinking: i dun care.
051. Excitement level: 0%.. very tired leh..
052. I'm about to: finish it and sleep
053. Listening to: pei wen's blog song
054. Plan for today: sleeo later and wake up ealier to cook breakfast for pei wen~
055. Waiting for: time to sleep
056. Energy level: dead!
057. Thinking of someone: yes.. so miss him.
058. Want kids: maybe. i dont like kids.
059. Want to get married: depends
060. When: >25
061. How many kids do you want: 4
062. Any name in mind: TYL
063. What did you want to be when you were little: doctor.
064. Careers in mind: art director.
065. Mellow future or wild: wild
066. Something you would never try: eat shit. yewh...
067. When do you want to die: about 90?
068. Lips or Eyes: eyes
069. Romantic or Funny: romantic
070. Shorter or Taller: taller.. duh.
071. Protective or Caring: i like to protect those i loved.
072. Romantic or Spontaneous: spontaneous
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: both.. can ar?
074. Sensitive or Loud: Loud
075. Hooked-up or Relationship: hooked-up
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant: hestant
077. Muscular or Normal: am normal, but i love muscular~ haha
078. Kissed a stranger: no
079. Broken a bone: no
080. Lost glasses or contacts: no
081. Ran away from home: no.. i wont do this!
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense: no
083. Killed somebody: no
084. Broken someone's heart: yea and i din realize. haihz
085. Had your heart broken: yea...
086. Been arrested: no.
087. Cried when someone died: i dont wanna face this, can?
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: yes
089. Yourself: weirdo.
090. Miracles: happen when u least expect it.
091. Love at first sight: yes! of course.
092. Heaven: i do believe it.
093. Santa Claus: am not interested.
094. Tooth fairy: wats tat?
095. Kiss in the first date: nope.
096. Angels: white colour? haha
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: yea...
098. Happy with where you're in life now?: 50 50 lo~
099. Do you believe in God?: yes. i belive it.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 6 people: yvonne.
有时
很想去恨一个人
可你却无法去恨他
毕竟
你和他也曾有过感情。
这是你很想抹去，
却已经烙印在你心中的感情。
有时
你很讨厌你的朋友
却无法真正的恨他
因为你知道
毕竟都是朋友
我们有这个义务
去包容朋友的一切。
可以不要就真的不要么？
将心比心
永远是我的弱点。
你希望自己如何被对待，
你也要一样的对待别人。
有时，
一个人面对事情很困难。
可是，
两个人一起也不一定会把事情搞好。
我不喜欢人家说
照你的心去做吧，
你的心怎样想，就怎样做。
心只是一个死体，
它，只是一个让我们活下去的器官。
为什么不用“脑”想一想？
脑，
才会想。因为它控制我们的思维。
无论做什么，
都要用你的脑去做，去想。
是落寞
是振奋
这种悲喜交加的感觉
还真难以适应。
few weeks ago.
have lunch at Chili's with my friend.
we were so rush and have to finish our food in half an hour.
damn full man...
nah....
just a normal outing.
=)
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